making new friends so quick that it makes me nauseous
dizzy like spinning, like hanging upside-down on the couch
will they be gone soon? will I be? who's the new boy?
I never cry anymore and I don't understand this
I never smile that much and that makes too much sense.
well I haven't colored easter eggs in six years, I haven't
been on a boat since last summer. walking on water,
even if on a deck, this makes me feel like God.
praise yourself because at the end of a long day,
no one else is going to be around to save you.